Endings to Beginnings

Spring break is finally over. Am I sad? Not in the least bit. It was fun while it lasted, and in the end that's all that matters. As it came to a close several of us found ourselves in little fights. But since we all are teenagers, they of course turned into war. I did lose a friend today. But oddly I am not upset. I mean yeah I'll miss her, but finding out who your real friends are and moving on from those who aren't is a part of life right? I will stay strong and I hope that she can as well. I know that I will be okay, I'm confident in that fact. I'm actually quite relieved. Live with no regrets and just keep moving forward. I know the way to make it through is to stay positive, so that's what I will do. I've made a few new friends this break and some of my friendships have gotten stronger. I know that with the support of my friends and family anything is possible. Thank you to everyone that has stuck by my side through it all. I love you guys.

Frustrated.

Right now I'm feeling full of inner rage. I kinda wanna punch something or freak out on someone. There's a lot on my mind and all of it is making me angry. But a lot of it I can't blog about, nor talk to anyone about. So, the inner rage will just stay inside until I burst. Which sucks, but it's part of life.
I'm really particularly frustrated with this one situation. Some people just don't belong together. You need to face the facts. It's time to move on and be happy again. It frustrates me to see you this way. Sometimes I just want to punch him in the face. You deserve better. I know you think you don't, but you do. Makes me so angry that you don't see that. It's so freaking frustrating. Ahhh fnajdkheiwohngflan.

Good day.

My husband.

So, I love my husband very much. She is such a lovely woman. Nuff said.

Spring Break

It's the fourth day of break and I've been doing stuff non-stop.
It's been so much fun though!
I love seeing my girls every single day.
It makes me so happy.
It feels kinda like a preview of what summer is gonna be like.
I can't wait for summer!
It's gonna be absolutely amazing.
I plan on spending my whole summer with my Twin, Hubby, Jessica, and Ashley.
I love them all so much.
78 days<3<3

Just think.

Some people. Some people just need to take a good think before they speak. If you know you're gonna regret it later then don't do it! I know i've done plenty of things without thinking in my day, but i think before i make BIG decisions. And also, just because you stop being friends with someone doesn't mean you should go publically post mean things about them. Don't burn your bridges. You can't go back. Don't do things if you can't handle the consequences.
I'm done ranting now. Thank you for listening(:

My crazy, yet successful, ideas

Today in english Ashley wouldn't stop talking about how she wanted to do track. As her and Mr. Wiley were discussing it, i got this overwhelming desire to go run. I tried to suppress this feeling because as many of you know, i am out of shape and i'm not the running type. But still the idea kept popping into my head. See, last year when Tracy always made us run in PE i absolutely HATED it. So this idea of running for FUN seemed absolutely bizzare and foreign to me. But i absolutely could not get this idea to leave my head. Finally, around 6PM, i decided i was going to do it. I told my mom and she said 'Don't do it. You will die.' or something like that. But i ignored her and put some tennies and shorts on and set off. I went about 3/4 of a mile in ten minutes. I was very proud of myself and i actually felt GOOD after i was done! I was absolutely amazed by my body's reaction so i have decided to do this more often. And i might even start eating healthy. Hmmmm. This is all odd to me, but i shall embrace it!(:

The Shore

Today, Alexa came over and gave Sydney, Ashley, and I makeovers. Then, Sydney decided to Jersify us. She gave me a Snooki front bump and Ashley a Jwoww back bump. I officially feel hot enough to go Jersey Turnpike at Club Karma all night long.
See my mother for pictures(: